crying, you wont let me out
dying, whats this all about
trying, but can not get free
hungry, i feel so empty
sick, you wont let me eat
sad, im just a fat freak
lonely, i cant see my friends
sadness, it wont ever end
hate, is now in my life
pissed, cause i know i cant hide
fat, you seem to agree
know, that being thin isnt free
pain, is what i feel inside
wish, that i could run and hide
cant, let u know im scared
no one, even knows im there
ana, is my only friend
ana, be with me to the end
ana, knows where my secrets lie
and ana, is how im gonna die
My best friends, ana & mia
She crushes my heart
But spares my mind
She rips & tears my body apart
Yet she leaves my soul behind
How can I stand to deny her?
Once you’ve had a taste you’ll try her.
Love for food has become black
She slashes me with whips & emotion
I try to run but always come back
To my seething devotion
Back to my best friends;
Ana & Mia
She wreaks my bones
But mends my soul
She’s a jealous one; I serve her alone
She leaves me broken & yet I am whole
How can I stand to resist or doubt her?
I simply cannot exist without her.
My body is sick and I’m tired
But my mind is sharp and I’m fired
A feeling like this
Are Ana Mia’s blessed bliss.
My mouth pulses with revulsion
With my fevered devotion
For my best friends;
Ana & Mia
She shows me my bones
And tells me how she’s proud
But she ignores my moans
And tells me to sleep when I cry aloud
How can I stand not to lie for her?
When I would gladly die for her.
Another day; another fast
Maybe Ana & Mia will take me home at last
“Am I skinny enough now?” I ask as I close my eye
“You’ll be skinny enough when you die.”
Ana & Mia reply
It’s not a lie
